Saturday, January 24, 2004

[i like the feeling]
It's drizzling outside. I just had a steam boat dinner. How appropriate. It makes me all warm and cosy. I like the feeling! Today is yet another slack day. Took my SATS this morning. Reluctantly got out of bed at 7am. It's Saturday, 3rd day of chinese new year and it's such a wonderful day to laze in bed!

Needless to say, the SATS was bad. Nah, i didn't really study much i guess (is it an excuse? i don't know). Well, i finally understand that language cannot be crammed overnight (that was what i was trying to do!) I'm prepared for a lousy grade. It's o.k. Life goes on.

To add to the bad start on Saturday, i had to go for training! I thought i had to. It was raining so heavily.. and i dragged myself out of the house and into the car. Guess what? Training cancelled! Yeah! Was overjoyed! Really. It's just one of those days that i don't feel like training. It's one month to the com and i am not motivated to train at all.

Whatever. Then i went back home and started lazing in front of the television. Was watching taiwan variety show. Never felt so relaxed before. And i finally watched the Charlotte Gray Vcd Rachel lent me ages ago. It's about World War 2 and Charlotte's encounters in France as a resilliant. There was one part which i liked.. she was asked which is the most important to her:FAITH, HOPE or LOVE. She said hope. Indeed, we need hope in life. I was very touched when she typed a fake letter signing off as the parents of two jewish boys who died during the war. She risked her life to hand the letter to the boys, before they were brought away by the german soldiers. In the letter were words of encouragement asking them to remain strong and brave despite the circumstances. To the boys who were facing death, it was more than enough.

It's wonderful to just stay home and pig out. really. Guess that's the other side of me. Sometimes it can be a luxury to do nothing at all. Away from the crowds in the city areas, to have time for myself.

[friday]
Chatted to 2:30am last night. Woke up at ard 10 and stayed home to study SATs, but it was neither fruitful nor productive. Was feeling sleepy and everything. The rain made it worst. Lazing ard..Mum, dad and grandma took turns to come into my room making sure that i ate the medicine that they gave. i ate from panadol to some cough mixture to cod liver oil to some chinese pills and herbal tea. wow. never ate so much medicine in my life. And i just mixed the western and chinese medicine together. Gosh. I hope it works. Had reunion dinner at Marina Square. Ate quite a lot. Have been eating lots of junk for the past few days eventhough i'm coughing. What a sin. Heck.Dreads. Pe lesson next week is going to be tough!

shystar*;
x 1/24/2004 08:50:00 PM