Saturday, February 21, 2004

[fusion04]


it's coming to an end. i wonder if i will miss the whole preparation for the concert
i won't say i m very committed or involve.
but beacause of fusion, i got to know a lot more pple(kelvin, jil, jie song, ryan, aaron..)
and i got in touch with my old friends(yeng hian, lee wei ting, hui min, hao tian, angela, peiqin..)

not just pple but the way i do things.
more about myself, more about others.
it's a good learning experience.

i learnt not to rush things (be practical, but set goals and have dreams)
i learnt to be responsible (when i m lazy it can be quite bad,esp when i nd to call pple)
i learnt to tolerate others (kelvin isn't as irritating as you think.really.)
i learnt to sacrifice (my sundays, public hols)
i learnt to help others (offering help when i m free and others are not)
i learnt to be thick skinned (had to beg pple to be los and sell tixs!)

i remembered vividly the first day at kap macs.
i met so many foreign faces.
all i wanted to do was to get out of that place.
i was in silence
coz i m not used to working or speaking to strangers.
i have no confidence in doing something like that.
it's too large scale.

all the meetings, rehearsals are coming an end.

i tried calling all the pple that i could to support.
it's too last min.
ticket sales weren't good.
quite disappointed.
somehow coz my friends weren't supportive.
pple say it's screwed, it's a dirty job, no cip hours,
need to work with pple whom are unreasonble, all the back stabbing..

whatever the turn out tmr, (hopefully good)
i will not regret being part of it.

it's something worth remembering.

shystar*;
x 2/21/2004 10:10:00 PM